Kevin's Surgery, day one

Okay, Kevin's "12:15" surgery began at around 3:30.  As I am writing this, he is still not out and we have no word (1 hour down, probably 1 to go).  Someone please remind me if I ever have to go through this again, kiss him goodnight and leave, don't watch the doctor take him away.  Trying to be strong for Kristi and hold back while seeing him go away with someone I don't know is that hardest thing I have ever done.  Please Lord, don't EVER let me do that again.

More updates to come...  Keep praying.